I am a Millennial Investor

I was in awe and stop from blogging This would be my 1st blog of the year, and since i am out the half of the year for many reasons. And one of those is evaluating myself. Its hard to look at the mirror and change your belief system in a snap. Its a process, which is not impossible but rather hard. I was evaluating my relationship with my family, I was evaluating my relationship with my Girlfriend, I was evaluating my relationship with my friends, I was evaluating my relationship with myself, and lastly to my creator. Oddly, it was 2015 when i truly truly truly known christ. Well i knew him when i was a child but i didn't grasp anything from tradition to why we do such things. And now, as it coming back to me one evening, that i really took my hands off the wheel. And for awhile, i am drowning in my sins. Yes this is an open letter and a testimony. If i am going to write down my whole testimony it would become a book and since this is just a short letter to